Finally decided in the real estate career!!! and this time I'm so sure, I've even bought books to study and know practically everything there is to know. but first things first, I'm getting my real estate liscense by winter, and move from there....my goals right now would be a real estate broker...but it all depends...if anyone knows MOL about this field please feel free to contact me

amyunicaluu@yahoo.com

i check my email everyday so expect a reply within 24 hours.

new pics. drive yourself crazy.

SOMEONE liked this picture, I just think I look like I'm just begging for it.

DANG i needa wash my face.

and yes....

And presenting my favorite....

I had no idea how my face twisted that way...but I love it.


Dont you just hate those people taking millions of  pictures of themselves?

Yea. I hate those bitches too.

Sometimes it feels as if, I'm going to school just for the hell of it. when in reality, none of my close friends even attend to any kind of school at all. but then again, while they are stuck in the same place, earning the same amount of money. I have choices. and now opportunities have been opening up for me, its just too crazy...that at my age, i would be earning the big time shit. and i'm loving it.

and for once, theres no downside to this. I have a lot of extra time, for school and friends. Familys been great too, man. meeting people just out of the blue. nice down to earth people, i guess i could say...

things can only get better this year. I have spent too much time on regret that its time for me to let loose. lately, I have been talking to this friend  about opening a business..after spending some time talking about it, it seemed like a great idea...man.

spring breaks about to end and chaos is just around the corner..

Dear Xanga,

I stumbled into an old friend of mine. In fact, she was one of my bestest of best friends. well she still is, its just that school and guys took almost all of our time for each other. Shes just one of those ppl whom I never argued with, or fight with, its a wonder how we always got along. But yesterday was different, she called me, and for once she sounded like she really needed me. We soon met up and at that moment, I knew what was wrong. I have done some things in the past where I had the same exact worried look on my face. A look which means my life would take a signifigant turn from what I had planned. She was pregnant.

and yes, everyone has met someone that has gone through such experiences, but shes the last person in the world to come into mind when  it comes to  unprotected sex. Her sister was just pregnant at the age of 15. Not only that but also her mom was just pregnant and had another kid, added to the one she had last year. and who takes care of all these children. my close friend. If she, herself, stumbles onto this problem...who is gonna watch the children when her mom is working? who is gonna watch the children when her sister is off to school? and what is there that I can  do?? man, imma kick that son of a bitch in the nuts for his stupidity.  Not only did he ruin my friend's life, but her whole family as well.

all I can do is pray that she can get through this.
all I can do is watch it all happen

I hate driving through those endless roads. with the leaves falling and people jogging. As I look on i see that there are so many good people in this world, but then again there are more bad ones then the good, sadly to say. and as for me, I'm one of the bad ones. I'm one of those people who once doesn't give a damn about who i'm hurting. whether its the words that I say or the actions that I perform.

I hate to admit my faults. I hate to turn around and face the ones I hurt and say I'm sorry. Life isn't so easy when feelings are there to tear you apart, over and over. Now that I finally understand what love is, I realized I hurt many. Those that cried tears of pain, tears of heartache..was because of me. Those nights that I said you were my only one, I lied. Nights that I said I wouldn't leave you, I lied. Nights that I said if anything happens to you I'll be waiting right there, I lied. and I'm so sorry. You weren't my only one, I have alwaysed thought of leaving you, and I will not be waiting. please let it go, Ive moved on. and started new.

I can't help but tear, when I hear your messages saying you'll still wait, saying that you still care for someone that doesn't care for you in return. I'm hurt dude. and books can only do so much. Books can only take up some time. but once the book is closed. reality strikes, and I'm the one hit, trying to find an easy way out, but I'm stuck, in the same exact place.

and i know I can't write worth shit. but there. my first entry about my hidden feelings.